Good Will
After months of chaos and uncertainty, I’ve made it past the interview stage for a stable job opportunity that feels vital for my survival. Financial instability has pushed me to seek improvement and security, driving me to build a strong foundation. This week is crucial; landing this job means the start of progress.
Step Your Game Up
A moment of clarity, a challenge from my brother, and a turning point I couldn’t ignore. There are moments in life that hit harder than expected—not because they’re loud or dramatic, but because of who says them and how true they feel when they land. Recently, I had one of those moments during a conversation […]
🌤️ Staying Positive When Things Get Dark
It’s been a tough journey, but I’m choosing to keep going—and to believe that better days are still ahead. It’s been a struggle lately. For months, I’ve been obsessing over landing the perfect job in tech, worrying about my future, and stressing over debt. Things have been difficult, and I’ve been stuck in a loop […]
Overhauling My Personal Website: Why It’s Time for a Major Update
From Placeholder Text to a Fully Iterative Portfolio and Blog — My Journey Toward a Better Online Presence For the past year, my personal website, rsoemardja.com, has been, well, a placeholder. I’ve been so focused on other projects, especially career transitions and skill-building, that I didn’t give my own online portfolio and blog the attention […]
The Importance of Giving Yourself “Space” in the Hustle Culture
The post emphasizes the importance of balancing work and rest for sustainable success. It critiques hustle culture and advocates for creating mental and emotional space to recharge. By integrating breaks, disconnecting from screens, and reflecting on goals, individuals can enhance productivity while avoiding burnout, fostering long-term well-being and ambition fulfillment.
Tech Envy and the Long Road to Clarity
The author expresses a desire for risk-taking in entrepreneurship yet recognizes the necessity of stability first. Despite feeling envious of successful peers, they focus on mental clarity and securing a stable tech job as a foundation for future creative pursuits in game development and entrepreneurial ventures. Stability is framed as essential for calculated risks.
Reclaiming Yourself: The Power of Cleaning in Tough Times
When you’re invisible in the industry, sometimes the first thing to clean is the part of you that’s still trying. Let’s talk about something unorthodox—cleaning. Yeah, you read that right. This isn’t a post about the best IDE plugins or how to structure your backend API. This is about something far more personal. I want […]
Urgency: The Great Equalizer
How pressure reveals our capacity to adapt, evolve, and survive—if we let it. Urgency is a strange force. It’s both the hammer and the forge. It doesn’t care who you are, where you come from, or what you’ve planned. It levels the playing field by imposing an invisible timer that pushes everyone—willing or not—toward action […]
Balancing Ambition and Self-Care in Tech During Ramadan
This reflection during Ramadan emphasizes the importance of self-care amidst the hustle culture in tech. The author confronts burnout and realizes that neglecting personal well-being for professional ambition can lead to passive self-harm. True strength lies in finding balance, allowing space for growth and recovery without sacrificing health or identity.
Embracing Duality: Taming the Creative Mind
How Two Opposing Personas Must Intertwine to Create a Whole There are two versions of me. Two personas that don’t always align but are undeniably part of who I am. One is pragmatic, grounded in reality, hyper-aware of his own mortality, and analytical in his approach to life. He understands responsibility, navigates life with careful […]